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1 my secret life fell apart las year
ik heb dit gedicht lang geleden geschreven rond januari 2011, omdat dit gedicht over de gebeurtenis vanaf 5 januari 2010 begon en alleen ik en een handjevol mensen weten de situatie.
My secret life fell apart last year
I felt alone, but not quite as I thought I was
Amazing people surrounded me
But I didn't see that
I only saw the darkness of my past
A few weeks past by
I found help, but still weak
The person I love the most, was also a wreck
We needed each other, to help us through our pain
Months past by, I pushed my feelings away
Only on the days that I got help, I bursted out in tears
I let myself distract to do other things
So I won't think about the past
But then I was depressed in the night
I never wanted to cry, I hated it
It made me feel weak, It made me feel pathetic
They told me a thousand times,
That I needed to cry
But I still refused
Another few months past by and I graduated
I felt proud, but still scared about the future
Who will I be
Will I survive in this world
She helped me through this year
And also my friends, I never told them the truth
But they understand I won't talk about it
Then it hit me,
My secret life fell apart last year
Now I'm glad that it fell apart,
Because now I'm free
I felt alone, but not quite as I thought I was
Amazing people surrounded me
But I didn't see that
I only saw the darkness of my past
A few weeks past by
I found help, but still weak
The person I love the most, was also a wreck
We needed each other, to help us through our pain
Months past by, I pushed my feelings away
Only on the days that I got help, I bursted out in tears
I let myself distract to do other things
So I won't think about the past
But then I was depressed in the night
I never wanted to cry, I hated it
It made me feel weak, It made me feel pathetic
They told me a thousand times,
That I needed to cry
But I still refused
Another few months past by and I graduated
I felt proud, but still scared about the future
Who will I be
Will I survive in this world
She helped me through this year
And also my friends, I never told them the truth
But they understand I won't talk about it
Then it hit me,
My secret life fell apart last year
Now I'm glad that it fell apart,
Because now I'm free
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